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23 May 2012, 12:39 AM
I'M GOING NUT OVER YOU
I CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM THINKING ABOUT ALL THE GOOD TIMES WE'VE & ALL THE LITTLE LITTLE STUFF WE'VE SHARED. MAYBE IT MEANT
NOTHING TO YOU AT ALL. BUT IT REALLY MATTER TO ME & IS YOU THAT MATTER TO ME. YOU TOOK HALF OF MY HEART AWAY & MY MEMORIES STOPPED WITH YOU ON OUR LAST MOVIE, BATTLESHIP. WHY DO WE ALWAYS HAVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN FRIENDSHIP OR RELATIONSHIP. 难道当不成亲人就不能做朋友吗？这是友情还是我已爱上你？
THIS IS NOT WHAT I'VE PLAN, IS OUT OF MY CONTROL
06 May 2012, 12:49 AM
30 April 2012, 7:23 PM
MY SENSES TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD START TAKING SERIOUS PRECAUTION ON MY DAILY LIFESTYLE ON STAYING HEALTHY.
I WONDER HOW MANY PEOPLE ON EARTH DON'T EVEN TAKE IN A SINGLE CUP OF PLAIN WATER THROUGH OUT 24 HOURS OR MORE THAN THAT?
I'M ONE OF THEM. IS FREAKING MOST PEOPLE OUT TO KNOW THAT I WILL ONLY DRINK COFFEE/SOFT DRINKS 24/7.
I'M AFRAID THAT I MIGHT DIAGNOSE WITH D-I-A-B-E-T-E-S?!?!
YES, I'M TAKING NONSENSE TO FREAK MYSELF OUT! WELL, I'VE DISCIPLINE MYSELF TO BE LIKE A KID TO AT LEAST FINISH UP ONE BOTTLE OF PLAIN WATER PER DAY.
I'VE SPEND ALMOST AN HOUR ON GOOGLE READING STUFF ON DIABETES.
BELOW MIGHT BE A GOOD TO KNOW.
What is diabetes?
Diabetes is a metabolic condition in which the quantity of blood-glucose levels is elevated. This is because the body does not produce enough insulin, produces no insulin, or has cells that do not respond properly to the insulin that the body makes.
This excess blood glucose eventually passes out of the body in the urine. So even if the body has plenty of glucose, the cells are not getting it for the essential energy and growth requirements.
What are the symptoms of diabetes?
People can often have diabetes and be completely unaware. The main reason for this is that the symptoms often seem harmless; however, it’s often the symptom of the new onset diabetes that results in patients seeking medical attention. Symptoms include:
- Frequent urination, or polyuria;
- Disproportionate thirst, or polydipsia;
- Intense hunger, because the insulin in your blood is not working properly or is not there at all;
- Excessive weight gain or weight loss;
- Increased fatigue;
- Irritability can be due to lack of energy;
- Blurred vision; elevated blood-glucose levels affect the eyes abilities to focus;
- Cuts and bruises don’t heal properly or quickly;
- Skin and yeast infections;
- Frequent gum disease or infections;
- Sexual dysfunction, in men;
- Numbness and/or tingling, especially in the hands and feet.
When one or more of these symptoms exist, it is prudent for physicians to consider the possibility of diabetes in patients with these presentations through appropriate urine or blood testing.
17 April 2012, 10:40 PM
I GET SO FRUSTRATED WITH YOU SOMETIMES THAT I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP COMPLETELY. I JUST WANT TO SAY FORGET IT & WALK AWAY. BUT IT'S SO MUCH MORE COMPLICATED THAN THAT. I'M UNSURE IF IT WAS MAINLY BECAUSE OF THAT INCIDENT OR MY CONSTANT FEELING OF YOUR 'BO CHAP' ATTITUDE TOWARDS ALL THE SINGLE PROBLEMS THAT I'VE SHARED WITH YOU. THIS REALLY MAKE ME START TURNING AWAY FROM YOU. I DOUBT THE IMPORTANCE OF ME IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU'VE ONCE SAID. PROLLY MY ASSUMPTIONS WERE RIGHT, YOU WILL HAVE TO TASTE THE LOSS TO LEARN HOW TO CHERISH. . I KNOW THAT IF I END IT NOW, I WILL CONSTANTLY BE REMINDED OF WHAT WE ONCE HAD & HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. FRANKLY SPEAKING, I DON'T THINK I CAN HANDLE THAT.
ALL I EVER WANTED WAS SOMEBODY WHO CAN BE THERE WHEN I REALLY NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO, SOMEBODY WHO WON'T PRETEND, NOT AFRAID TO SAY THE WAY HE FEEL ABOUT ME, SOMEBODY WHO UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL, SOMEBODY WHO KEEP ME REAL. .
IF YOU EVER, EVER THOUGHT OF HOW I FEEL. BUT YOU NEVER DID.
16 April 2012, 8:59 PM
I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE ACCUSE ME WITH STUFF THAT I'VE NEVER DONE BEFORE. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE ACCUSE ME LIKE I'M PREJUDICED OR SNOBBISH WHEN I'M ACTUALLY UPSET OVER SOMETHING. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TAKE MY EXISTENCE FOR GRANTED. I HATE IT WHEN I'M DOWN & STILL HAVE TO EXPLAIN THIS & THAT OVER & OVER AGAIN. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE ASKED ME ABOUT MY PERSONAL STUFFS TO EVEN THE SMALLEST DETAILS WHEN I NEED SOME SPACE & HEARTSEASE.
25 March 2012, 12:01 PM
DADDY, I'M SETTLING WELL NOW. I HOPE YOU ARE DOING FINE IN THE HEAVEN WITH UNCLE. LIKE WHAT IT MEANT TO BE TRUE, IT WOULD BE BETTER TO FACE THE REALITY RATHER THAN RUNNING AWAY FROM THEM. WELL.... DADDY, EVERYTHING IS MOVING SMOOTHLY AT OUR SIDE. STILL PLAYING YOUR FAVOURITE CDS FREQUENTLY & PING PING STILL MISS YOU EVERYDAY :-)
20 February 2012, 9:23 PM
OUCH OUCH OUCH
I'M HAVING A PAINFUL & TORTURING TOOTHACHE :-( IN FACT I SHOULD HAVE FOLLOW UP WITH MY VISIT TO THE DENTAL LAST YEAR TO GET MY EXTRACTION DONE.
18 February 2012, 12:15 AM
TIME IS CUREL! TIME JUST WOUNDN'T WAIT FOR US TO TAKE ACTION
死亡是我们每一个人都必修面对的现实问题。。 NOT MATTER WHAT,WE STILL HAVE TO MOVE ON AFTER ONE DEATH. . SOMETIMES IT IS BETTER TO FACE THE REALITY RATHER THEN RUNNING AWAY FROM THEM? MY UNCLE LEFT US ON THE SUNDAY. CHRISTIANITY BELIEVES THAT DEATH IS A TERM OF DEEP SLEEP THAT BRING SOMEONE TO A BETTER PLACE WHICH IS HEAVEN. THERE WILL BE NO MORE PAIN, SUFFERING, & TEARS ECT. WELL, I'VE NO COMMENT ON RELIGION.
我只想说。。 WE SHOULD ALL LEARN TO CHERISH & PAY MORE ATTENTION TO OUR PARENTS & OUR LOVED ONES BECAUSE TOO OFTEN WE ARE HAPPY & CONTENTED WITH OUR DAYS WITHOUT REALIZING HOW MUCH WE'VE NEGLECTED THEM.
JUST A SHORT UPDATE ON HOW MY CURRENT RELATIONSHIP GOING BEFORE ENDING THIS POST ..........
I'M THE ONE THAT IS INDECISIVE & I'M THE HEARTBREAKER. I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I'M STABLE TO SETTLE DOWN. WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER ALMOST 2 YEARS. I KNOW HE IS A GOOD MAN, HE ALWAYS GIVE IN TO ME & ALOT MORE TO BE LIST OUT.
HOWEVER, THINGS SOMETIMES GOT A BIT DULL. I DIDN'T REALIZED THAT I BECOME VULNERABLE OVER TIMES & I'M ALLOWING PEOPLE TO STEP INTO MY LIFE UNKNOWINGLY OR TO SAY THAT I FALL FOR SOMEONE I SHOULDN'T HAD.
IS HARD TO FIND SOMEONE THAT CAN LOVE ME FOR WHO I'M ENTIRELY & I KNOW ONCE I CHOSE THE WRONG STEP. THAT'S IT. I CAN NEVER TURN BACK & I DESERVED EVERY CONSEQUENCES OF IT. HE WILL NOT BE THERE FOR ME ANYMORE & MIGHT EVEN HATE ME. I'M NOT SURE IF I'M PLAIN HONEST OR DUMB ARSE.
09 February 2012, 9:28 PM
HEART BREAKING
WAKING UP WITH A EXTREMELY HEAVY HEART EACH MORNING ! THE SITUATION I'M FACING RIGHT NOW REALLY KNOCK ME DOWN. DON'T REALLY WISH TO GO INTO DETAIL. 不是每一人都能体会的心情。。好意的安慰只会让人更心痛，更不勇敢。。 ALL I KNOW IS THAT I'VE TO STAY STRONG & BE POSITIVE. ACCEPT MY APOLOGIES TO THOSE WHO REALLY SHOW CONCERN TO ME THESE DAYS.
31 January 2012, 10:23 PM
DADDY , PLEASE GET WELL!
DADDY WAS WARDED TO SGH YESTERDAY AS REFERRED BY THE SPECIALIST. THE MEDICAL EXAMINATION REPORT WILL BE OUT TOMORROW. KEEP MY FINGER CROSS THAT IT WILL BE A MINOR ONE. STILL FEELING UNEASY THOUGH HAD RECEIVED A CALL FROM DADDY THIS LATE AFTERNOON INFORMING US THAT HE'S DOING WELL. TEAR ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEK & I JUST COULDN'T EXPLAIN HOW WORRIED I'M. SO DADDY, PLEASE GET WELL SOON. GOD BLESS!
23 January 2012, 12:58 PM
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!
A SHORT ENTRY BEFORE DRESSING UP & HIT DOWN TO GRANNY PLACE. GUESS I'VE OVERSPEND ON ALL THE DRESSES THAT I'VE GOTTEN & NOW I CAN'T ACTUALLY DECIDE WHICH DRESS TO PUT ON FOR TODAY. HEHE! GOOD NEWS, TONIGHT MY BOY WILL BE ARRIVING AT SINGAPORE. HE JUST DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH HIS GIRLFRIEND MISSED HIM HMMMM. . THAT'S ALL. :-) WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY & PROSPEROUS YEAR!
21 January 2012, 1:46 AM
LIFE HAS BEEN MUNDANE FOR ME IN TERMS OF WORK OR PERSONALLY MATTERS. I WANT TO CONTINUE STUDYING, BUT I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO MAJOR IN. I'M JUST LIKE A LOST SHEEP, WITH NO GOALS & NO AMBITIONS TO WORK TOWARDS TO. FEEL REALLY USELESS WHENEVER I THINK OF SUCH ISSUE.
HOWEVER, I ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT LIFE IS SHORT & UNPREDICTABLE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT SECOND & THAT IS WHY I'M TAKING A STEP AT A TIME, DOING THINGS I NEED/LIKE TO DO. I 'M NOT SURE IF THIS IS WHAT WE DEFINE AS 'LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST'.?
CAME ACROSS THIS SAYING VERY OFTEN RECENTLY, "NEVER MAKE SOMEONE YOUR PRIORITY WHEN YOU'RE JUST AN OPTION TO THEM" IT MAKE SENSE. BUT HOW MANY OF US CAN ACTUALLY DO THAT? IT EASIER TO BE SAID THEN DONE. TRUST ME, I'VE TRIED, I WAS DEFEATED BY MY OWN WISHFUL, SILLY, GULLIBLE MIND & HEART. AT THE END OF THE DAY, YOUR WEAK HEART & MIND STILL ADVICE YOU TO CLOSE AN EYE & TAKE A STEP BACK. ESPECIALLY IT'S SOMEONE IMPORTANT, SOMEONE YOU LOVE & I BELIEVE THESE SILLY PEOPLE ARE USUALLY WOMEN. POOR US. . SIGH! ANYWAY, IT WAS JUST A CASUAL REMARK ON THAT SAYING WHICH I CAME ACROSS FREQUENTLY RECENTLY. FULL STOP
27 December 2011, 2:28 AM
AWESOME CHRISTMAS SPEND WITH A GROUP OF AWESOME LOVELY PEOPLE. BE IT RELATIONSHIP OR FRIENDSHIPS, WHAT I'VE TO SAY IS THAT THIS SPECIALCHRISTMAS HAVE DRAW US CLOSER. . WHAT BEST AFTER SAYING GOODBYE TO CHRISTMAS IS THAT I WILL BE AWAY FROM WORK ON 27 DECEMBER 2011 TO 3 JANUARY 2012. THIS WOULD BE REALLY A GOOD BREAK AFTER A CONTINUOUS WORKING FOR HALF A YEAR.
13 December 2011, 9:44 PM
EVERYONE SEEMS TO BE LOOKING FORWARD TO YEAR 2012?
NEW YEAR, NEW START OVER, NEW GOALS,NEW ACHIEVEMENT?
WELL, IT MAKE NO DIFFERENT TO ME. :-(
SOMETIMES WE HUMANS PAINT A PICTURE OF PERFECTION TO THE WORLD. .MAYBE TO SHOW THAT WE'RE SUCCESSFUL. MAYBE TO SHOW THAT WE ARE SANE & IN CONTROL OF OUR LIVES. MAYBE TO PORTRAY THE PICTURE THAT WE ARE MADLY IN LOVE OR THAT OUR LIVES ARE AMAZINGLY AWESOME. BUT THEN AGAIN , IT IS JUST A PORTRAIT.
MAYBE IF WE PORTRAY IT WELL ENOUGH , WE WILL HAVE THE PERFECTION SOON ENOUGH? & PERHAPS ONLY OUR FAMILY & CLOSE ONES KNOWS WHAT GOES ON BEHIND CLOSED DOORS. OR MAYBE JUST OURSELVES KNOWS THAT LURKS UNDERNEATH THAT FACADE.
HUMANS, COMPLICATED, AREN'T WE?
23 October 2011, 11:24 PM
THOSE NIGHTS WHERE YOU HAVE SECOND THOUGHTS ABOUT EVERYTHING & NOTHING FEEL RIGHT ANYMORE.
THOSE NIGHTS YOU BEGIN TO QUESTION YOURSELF 'WHAT DO I REALLY WANT IN LIFE'? THOSE NIGHTS WHERE YOU FEEL SO UPSET & YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY. .
: IS REALLY TIME TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY COMPLEXION & I LOOK MUCH MORE UGLY THAN BEFORE WITH MY NAKED FACE.
SAD TO FEEL THAT I'M LOSING ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIEND'S.
10 October 2011, 10:31 PM
WHEN WILL MY REFLECTION SHOW
WHO AM'I INSIDE. .
 
- I THINK WE ALL WISH WE COULD ERASE SOME DARK TIMES IN OUR LIVES. BUT ALL OF LIFE'S EXPERIENCES , BAD & GOOD MAKE YOU WHO YOU'RE & ONLY WISE MEN LEARN THEIR MISTAKES.
19 September 2011, 11:28 PM
日子还是要过
COULDN'T REALLY REMEMBER WHEN IS THE LAST TIME FEELING 'HAPPY & CONTENT FOR THE LONG TIME. .
I REALLY START MISSING MY SCHOOL DAYS BADLY. . I'M SO SICK OF MY WORK LIFE. . TO BE SHORT, BASICALLY EVERYTHING HAPPENING IN MY LIFE. . ****SIGH.
TIME , REALLY CAN CHANGE OF MINDSET.?
BEFORE A RELATIONSHIP TIE, EVERYTHING WAS A WONDER. .
COMMUNICATION AT ALL LEVEL. NO EGO. NO TEMPER. ONLY COMPROMISING TO EACH OTHER'S REQUEST.
ADVENTURE TOGETHER. COMFORTING EACH OTHER'S TEARS WITH CARE , LOVE & ATTENTIVENESS.
ALSO EVERY FALL , HE'LL BE THERE TO HELP HER UP. LIKE HOW HERO DOS.
EVERYTHING CHANGED AFTER TYING.NO MORE COMMUNICATION AT ALL LEVELS, EGO WITH EVERY WORDS.
TEMPER AT EVERY OBSTACLES , NO COMPROMISING.
EVERY TEARS WAS SILENT. EVEN A FALL, THERE IS NO ONE TO HELP HER. .NO MORE HERO!
- IF SOMETHING CAN BE CHANGED WORK TO CHANGE IT!
WHY WORRY?
WHY UPSET? WHY COMPLAIN ABOUT IT?
THESE WORDS REALLY ENLIGHTEN ME
02 September 2011, 10:10 PM
TRUST IS EASY TO GIVE , HARD TO EARN. .
I GAVE MY TRUST TOO EASILY . . & THEN YOU TAUGHT ME TO SEE ANOTHER SIDE OF HUMANS , WHICH CAN BE FUGLY.
& I LEARNT THAT I SHOULD TRUST NO ONE BCOS EVERYONE LIE.
NAVIE FOR THE FIRST TIME BUT STUPID FOR THE SECOND TIME. .
17 August 2011, 10:00 PM
EVERYONE HAS EVERY RIGHTS TO BE THEMSELVES.
THIS IS WHAT I BELIEVE.
NO MATTER HOW TOUGH LIFE CAN GET , WE ALWAYS HAVE TO LOOK ON TH BRIGHT SIDE. (THAT'S WHAT I'M ALWAYS TRYING)
WE ALL HAVE OUR STAGES OF LIFE. ITS NOT ALWAYS A SMOOTH RIDE , BUT FROM THERE WE CAN LEARN & GAIN THE EXPERIENCE.
EVERYTHING HAPPENED FOR A REASON (WE'VE HEARD ALOT)
BUT WHAT IS THE REASON? I START TO UNDERSTAND THE MEANING.
"EVERYTHING HAPPENED FOR A REASON BCOS THERE IS SMTH TO LEARN FROM IT. WE NEED TO LOOK FOR SOLUTION & SOLVE IT. ONCE WE'VE DONE THAT , WE WILL BE WISER. .
SOMETIMES , I JUST HOPE THAT I CAN PUT A STOP & GET OVER IT!
I'M SO TIRED TO REMIND 'YOU' THAT I'M ACTUALLY HERE WITH YOU , BULDING UP THIS STUPID REALTIONSHIP ALONE. .
I CAN'T SENSE THAT I STAND A PLACE IN YOUR HEART ANYMORE!
WHAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF IS THAT 'YOU' ALWAYS & NEVER WANT TO PUT IN ANY EFFORT WHEN THINGS GOT WRONG!
AM'I BEING PARANOID OR YOU HAVE TOTALLY CHANGED!?
06 August 2011, 12:22 AM
 担心这段感情会在这里停 STUMBLING ACROSS HIM IS THE BEST THING I EVER HAD. HE HAS HIS FLAWS , I'VE MINE BUT THE WAY IT COMPLIMENTS EACH OTHER IS SOMETHING I'VE NEVER EXPERIENCE BEFORE.
HOW WE TOOK THE FIRST STEP TOGETHER IS THE MOST NATURAL THING TO DO.
1 YEAR DOWN THE ROAD , I'LL STILL SEE US HOLDING HANDS.
GOOD THINGS ARE HARD TO COME BY. . HE'S GOT TO BE THE GREATEST?
I KNOW DEEP IN MY HEART , I DIDN'T MADE THE MISTAKES THAT ONCE ENDED UP TORMENTING MY SOUL. I'M MYSELF WHEN I'M WITH HIM. & HE'S NOT SOMEONE WHO SHARES HIS FEELINGS WITH ANYONE AT ALL BUT HE DOES WITH ME. .
BUT FOR NOW , I FEEL DIFFERENT. DIFFERENT IN SO MANY WAYS.
- WHAT'S THE POINT OF TELLING WHEN YOU ONLY HEAR?
WHAT'S THE POINT OF LETTING YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL & REALISED HOW FRAGILE OUR RELATIONSHIP CAN BE?
WHAT'S THE POINT OF COMMUNICATING WHEN TWO PERSON IS TRYING TO MAKE EACH OTHER LISTEN . .
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担心这段感情会在这里停